[insert screaming infant in the background here]

This has been going on for the past week now, uncontrollable screaming only at night. It's like he knows it's night and finds kicks out of screaming and keeping me up. Now don't get me wrong I absolutely love being a mom and I love dexter to bits but I have to write just to calm myself. Literally for the past week my babe has been screaming on top of his lungs at night and there's not much that calms him. So I'm sitting here while hes screaming, I feel a bit guilty by just letting him cry but it all gets overwhelming when you aren't able to tag out. Seriously couples have no idea how easy they have it, no idea. Even if you're a stay at home mom, you get to tag out for at least five minutes. Gosh I would pay to see Z handle him for 24 hrs by himself, just so he can be put in my shoes, I'm pretty sure Dexter would take him down haha. Now that I've regained my energy and strength I'm going to console my lil babe

jilian dee

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